After the disbelief and the tears, there was shame.

Some days are extraordinarily hard. “There’s a kind of numbness that I think comes over you over time, that we can’t help,” she said. Then she feels anxious about growing numb to something so horrifying.


thur dec 15 2022 REmbr… G is, as G can only BE. GOOD

If I didn’t define myself, I’d be crunched into other people’s fantasies for me and eaten alive. audre lorde